Red Cherry Shortcake & Black Grape Wine

2009-11-19T02:43:00.000-08:00

Fall for you

The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don’t think that I am trying
I know you’re wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
or I won’t live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh,
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It’s impossible to find

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I’m yours to keep
And hold onto your words
‘Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you’re asleep

Because tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that
I will fall for you
Over again
Don’t make me change my mind
I won’t live to see another day
I swear it’s true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You’re impossible to find~

2009-11-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

IT'S NOT OVER

PERFORMED BY SECONDHAND SERENADE

My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

Album:

:) This song revealed my feeling

WILL 2012 BE THE LAST YEAR OF EARTH?

2009-11-18T01:33:00.000-08:00

I'll admit it. I WAS REALLY SHOCK WHEN I SEE THAT NEWS ON TV.
A news that have told us, that 2012 would be the end of the earth based on the Mayas' prediction.
It wasn't only a prediction of Mayas, the experts have calculated it scientificly.
Seeing the condition of earth nowadays, this planet would exactly not going to survive.

That's what they've said.

I was scared to think that I'll be only 18 in 2012.
Will I end this life that fast? I just can't believe it.
I'm sad to think about things I haven't done.
To think that I'll never achieve my dreams, goals, or even ideals.
I can't felicitate my parents, I have no time to make them happy.
To make them live a better life.

I went off the deep end. I'm confused to think about what should I do when that day finally arrive?
Should I repentance? Beg for God to forgive all my sins?
I relized that it's too late for me.

I'll end this pathetic life in a pathetic way.

But I hope this news wasn't true, because our lives are on the mighty hand of God, not on the prediction. ;P

Wew, Ketagihan Blogging nih..

2009-08-07T12:13:00.000-07:00

Wele-wele.. Kelas 9 tu emang bikin pusing yaa.. setress kita ditakut-takutin guru tentang cerita 'ga lulus'. Tapi dibalik kesetresan itu saya masih menyempatkan diri menulis blog.

Di kelas 9 ini kita diperhadapkan dengan berbagai proyek besar. Contohnya yaitu Proyek membuat website dalam pelajaran IT, yang batas deadlinenya yaitu akhir semester 1, juga proyek membuat komik agama.

Kalau sekelas sama Ayu n Marsha sih mungkin bakal enak & seru, tapi fakta mengatakan kebalikannya. Jadi mau gimana lagi? Gw mungkin nggak exist di dalam kelas, yaa boleh dibilang gw tu kayak dianggap nggak ada. Jarang ada yang mau nemenin gw kalau lagi sendirian ngga ada temen. Paling yang nguber-nguber gw cuma osis atau panitia HATS yang nagihin pamflet melulu.

My Life's Kinda Pathetic. Nggak pernah ngerasa beruntung. Jarang dianggep. DSB. Rutinitas bikin bosen + dpt membuat kepala anda pecah bagai bom dalam waktu sebulan. Dalam seminggu hampir setiap hari gw les. Pulang sekolah nggak sempet tidur, ato istirahat, langsung disuruh mandi trus pergi les. Kalau ditanya hari apa yang paling gw tunggu-tunggu, bukan hari ultah ato hal-hal menyedihkan lainnya. Gw nunggu hari Sabtu & Minggu. Karena hanya pada hari itu sajalah gw dapat memuaskan diri menatap layar komputer, main game favorit.

Jadi nggak seorangpun boleh ngatur-ngatur aktivitas gw di hari Sabtu & Minggu, atau ngatur-ngatur game yang boleh gw mainin. Pokoknya seharian MAIN nggak boleh yang lain-lain.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!

AAAA BENCI GUA AMA SEKOLAH

2009-08-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

Gila dah. malay dah. akhirnya sekolah AGAIN. weeee kapan char gw jd PRO kalo sekolah melulu??!! Sebenernya di sekolah yang bikin males itu guru-gurunya. Masa gw jd orang pertama di SMP PBJ yang nulis pelanggaran hanya gara-gara lupa pake rompi?! Gila tu emang Yuyun, jadi guru perfeksionis banget. Sadar dong kalo manusia itu nggak ada yang namanya SEMPURNA. (wekekekeke emang c sejauh ini gw blom nemu temen yang namanya Sempurna, paling rokok)

OK, kita ke topik lain. Dalam rangka HATS, gw adalah salah satu panitia seksi dekorasi yang kerjaannya bikin logo, poster, tiket, dsb. Gw kira bakal seru tp ternyata adaaaa aja orang yang bikin gw ilfeel. Tu orang mencuri ide yang uda Marsha & gw buat yang ditujukan untuk mengkreasikan poster HATS. Kerasa gak sih, gimana bencinya kalau ide brilian elu dicuri?? Hhh.. Yauda deh, kalau emang dia 'mencuri' kenapa nggak kita kreasiin lagi ide yang MUCH MORE BRILLIANT??? EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE IF WE WANT TO TRY OUR BEST. Jadi kita ikutin aja tuh mottonya PBJ, ''B'Jerzz, We All Do The Best!!!'' hahahaha yang penting, HATS harus jadi!! Nggak ada tu yang namanya batal-batalan. Kapan kita mau berhasil kalau di tengah-tengah aja uda pada nyerah?

Kita ke topik lain lagi. Hehe, liburan ini char gw uda sampai level 64 nih.. Tapi level segitu aja masih jauh di bawah adek gw lho.. Kita bikin guild yang namanya .:[T]wiLighT~[B]rig@dE:. yang syarat untuk masuknya adalah MINIMAL LEVEL 50. Sebenernya pengen dibuat syarat MINIMAL LEVEL 60 tapi melihat banyak karakter dewa yang susah diajak gabung, alias nggak 'Loyal & Pro' makanya batas minimal level kita kurangi. Hehe, ada juga syarat tersembunyi.. Syarat itu adalah harus lulus 'Tes Hajar Ketua Guild' (alias RedZeroro yang ga mungkin banget isa kena pukul kecuali sama para Job 3).

PS: KLO MAU JOIN GUILD KITA, WM RedZeroro SERVER LEGEND!!!

~Ivy~ [MoDgig]

libur telah tiba..

2009-07-18T00:58:00.000-07:00

haha, kita akhirnya kelas 9, hmm, rencananya sih mau ke cilacap kata ayu, tapi yah.. masing'' ternyata pada ada acara sendiri. and me too.. hehe, klo liburan kali ini we ke Yogya, haha, murah meriah disana, gantungan konci serebuan, haha,
si ivy sih pasti sibuk dengan urusan RO nya haha.. duit berjta''
haha
karena we udah lama g nulis jadi yah.. lupa apa websitenya, foolish, we jg lpa emailnya n passny haha untung ada ivy..
fvck bgt dah, baru masuk skul langsng ada tugas, 40 nomor, g nanggung''
haha
tpi yahh
biasa awal skolah biasanya anak'' masih pada rajin ngerjaen peer.. P:
o___________o
tommy peernya udah slesai 3/4.. gila, jago.. udah tobat kali tuh anak.
klo gw seh skarang mah udah beres, hehe, btw, bsk plng g jd kali ya vy... bom dmn'' ngeri..
hehhe, budi g jadi maen bola deh..
gtg, mo bobok

Ul bio g nyontek dong...

2008-11-18T03:04:00.000-08:00

hri ini ada ul bio yg suka susyah bgt.. bg yg g blajar, sbenernya we semalem blom blajar tp we blajar d skul.. eh, we bs2 dong.. ivy&ayu jga bisa TANPA NYONTEK.... hehehe, nothing special today..

Belanja di Carrefour

2008-11-12T06:13:00.000-08:00

Hari ne kita pergi ke carrefour buat belanja sembako. Jadi ceritanya tuh kita dapat tugas dari pelajaran character formation untuk ngasi sembako ke salah satu karyawan sekolah.. kita bertiga rencananya mau ketemuan jam 9, so gw (ivy) datengnya jam 9 nebeng bokab yg nganterin ade sekolah.. eeh, si marsha & ayu datengnya lama banged.. klo dikira2 ya jam 10an.. cape de gw nunggu lama banged.. kita keliling carrefour nyari: beras, minyak goreng, gula, garam, kopi, susu, teh, sabun, shampoo, tooth paste , snack, sama plus kutek hitam buat kita sendiri.. pas kita lagi liat2 kutek di naughty, tiba2 ketemu DH, eki, sama adrianto gitu.. hehehe, mereka lebay2 ga jelas gitu de.. wkwkwk.. stelah bayar di kasir kita makan2 ke A&W.. eeh, ketemu sama DH cs lagi. tapi mereka langsung kabur gitu.. hahaha, GJ memang.. abis itu kita foto2 bentar di deket ATM.. ga lama stelah kita foto2, mama & papanya marsha jemput. mereka sekeluarga mau sekalian jemput adek marsha di ricci, jd kita ikutan deh.. abis dr ricci, kita mampir ke petshop, coz mamanya marsha mau beli makanan kelinci.. abis itu kita brkunjung ke rmh marsha ngeliatin kelincinya. lucuw de.. hehehe.. biez tu, kita ke rmh ayu,, kutekin kuku, trus nonton film..

pkokke hari ini enak bgd de,, krn kita bs jalan2 bareng sambil belanja.. hehehe ^_^

Ivv.. ko g ngisi c???

2008-11-11T02:51:00.000-08:00

Haloww, ne we marsha.. hri nee we pengen crita d... tdi kan we lewat tangga trus ktemu tmen2 alias musih2 tmen we.. hehehe,ngebingungin y?? tau d.. trus we cma nyapa org2 yg uda tobat/ yg uda minta maaaf sama we.. tpi kta ayu ma ivy mreka cma pra2 we kan org2 yg g gampang curigaan jd we iya2 ja d.. pusing c.... hehehehe, udah gada yg istimewa hri ini jdna ngebosenin d..
hehehe

Greetings

2008-11-10T01:59:00.000-08:00

Hallow,, kita Ayu, Marsha, & Ivy disiniii!!
Kita trio 'autis' dari sekolah PBJ di Jakarta (Bintaro) wakakakakk..
Ayu itw orangnya friendly & fun abiez, pkokke oke de.. hahaha
Marsha ska baca & alim bgd + smart getoo..
Ivy skanya main, baca komik & gambar, kadang pinter kadang jga begoo.. maklum lha..
Blog ini gw (Ivy) yang pertama kali buat,, jd sori klo rada" ga jelaz.. bru pertama kali se.. maklumlah..
Kita akan share pengalaman kita setiap hari. Termasuk di lokasi yang kita datengin scara rutin, kayak:
- di sekolah tercinta yaitu PBJ yang gaholl + gokill.. wekekekk
- di rumah masing"
- tempat les atau kursus..
- tempat" lain yang kita kunjungi untuk berkaryawisata..
yaa, blog ini uda kayak diary kita aja..

SO, WE HOPE YOU CAN ENJOY READING OUR BLOG B'COZ IT WILL BE UPDATED EVERYDAY AS OFTEN AS WE CAN.. (;-b)

SEE YOU!..

abott usss...

haii, sori we bru bka kom.. halloww.. welcome 2 da club, oh iya.. we marsha tmen dr tmen2 we yg g jlazzz ne.. sbenrnya we jg g pinter2 bgt c.., yg pinter di klazz we msh banyak blom gi yg diatas.. y g?? hehehe.. di sini lu-lu pada bkl baca tentang sukaduka kita bertemen,,, gada yg bgzz cc..soalnya nee blog Qta yang pertama.. hehe tp kpn2 Qta add gi d..! Qta bkal chat ma kalian stiap hri soo.. bka blog Qta stiap hari n jgn lpa add comment..